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Now you crashed my heart, by turning around and calling me your friend.
Friday, January 9, 2009
2:25 PM
Okay, first of all,i thank god for this fucked up life (: if not i wouldn't have found my real friends & family, i thank you for that. The stroke of midnight till new yr's end, it was smooth, everything was fine, i was happy, and now i feel as if everything is crashing on me all over again, i hate you & your clan.You people are nothing but hypocrites, i'm a spare tyre. I laugh at myself sometimes, thinking why do i even bother to bother, i just end up making a mess & being blamed for it all, Yeah prolly it was my mistake on my part to have said that to you in the first place, but wtf who would have known you're such a loser? to not even admit to your own feelings, you make me laugh.Oh and really fuck you! for telling people a whole diff story abt whats happening, I'm angry because you both are together? Are you crazy? i aint no slut player. You are just like every single one of them out there, i dont really care if you're reading this, but i really hope that you would, cause this is what i would like to say to you,in case i never get to see you again, Fuck yourself mfucker. You make me sick to my gut, your pretense, your words, you are nothing but a flimsy body with no life and soul. I would have much appreciated it if you had told me that you were going to believe that 14 yr old in the first place, cause i would'nt have cared much about you, cause right now, i'd rather care for someone who would appreciate it. You call yourself gentleman &loyal? What are you saying, are you hearing yourself, what the hell are you doing to her behind her back? you call that loyal? mfucker. I told you that one day you would definitely go back to her, did you listen? you chose not to. and now just suffer, suffer with the guilt of what you have done. I told you when this day comes, i'll sit back and laugh, and trust me on this, i'm doing it. (: Well, you think i'll hate you for using me? well you're wrong, i just want to thank you, cause you made me a whole lot stronger today. You made me realise that you are the kind of people who misuse many things in life. Your friendship, love, loyalty, honesty, and even the term gentleman. Oh well, i feel a whole lot better now, saying all these, i would feel ten times better if you would just swich on your laptop, reach my blog, read this and die, (:
Well, and to you. You said that you were fucking happy to get me back in your life even as a friend, but just because of a fucking comment abt you and your gf, you chose to ignore me, its okay, i understand the kind of person you are, I'm happy that i'm not talking to you now, cause if i were, i wouldn't be happy. Seriously, just go fuck yourself, i know prolly right now you'd be adding fuel to fire to what's happening, but i really dont care, cause i ain't living for you, You people are the kind you share your gfs, or exgfs. Thats hillarious, you fight over girls, you ditch your friends over girls, you be happy wherever you are luh. Cause i'm happier without you in my life. Go find your identity bitch, i meant butch. My bad,
and to sonia love, i thank you for being there for me okay? thanks for listening to my rants and nonsense. like you said, i'm just gonna ignore all these fools, lead life the way it is, be happy, (: i cant wait to see you on saturday. imy,
Decisions.
Friday, January 9, 2009
2:25 PM
Okay, first of all,i thank god for this fucked up life (: if not i wouldn't have found my real friends & family, i thank you for that. The stroke of midnight till new yr's end, it was smooth, everything was fine, i was happy, and now i feel as if everything is crashing on me all over again, i hate you & your clan.You people are nothing but hypocrites, i'm a spare tyre. I laugh at myself sometimes, thinking why do i even bother to bother, i just end up making a mess & being blamed for it all, Yeah prolly it was my mistake on my part to have said that to you in the first place, but wtf who would have known you're such a loser? to not even admit to your own feelings, you make me laugh.Oh and really fuck you! for telling people a whole diff story abt whats happening, I'm angry because you both are together? Are you crazy? i aint no slut player. You are just like every single one of them out there, i dont really care if you're reading this, but i really hope that you would, cause this is what i would like to say to you,in case i never get to see you again, Fuck yourself mfucker. You make me sick to my gut, your pretense, your words, you are nothing but a flimsy body with no life and soul. I would have much appreciated it if you had told me that you were going to believe that 14 yr old in the first place, cause i would'nt have cared much about you, cause right now, i'd rather care for someone who would appreciate it. You call yourself gentleman &loyal? What are you saying, are you hearing yourself, what the hell are you doing to her behind her back? you call that loyal? mfucker. I told you that one day you would definitely go back to her, did you listen? you chose not to. and now just suffer, suffer with the guilt of what you have done. I told you when this day comes, i'll sit back and laugh, and trust me on this, i'm doing it. (: Well, you think i'll hate you for using me? well you're wrong, i just want to thank you, cause you made me a whole lot stronger today. You made me realise that you are the kind of people who misuse many things in life. Your friendship, love, loyalty, honesty, and even the term gentleman. Oh well, i feel a whole lot better now, saying all these, i would feel ten times better if you would just swich on your laptop, reach my blog, read this and die, (:
Well, and to you. You said that you were fucking happy to get me back in your life even as a friend, but just because of a fucking comment abt you and your gf, you chose to ignore me, its okay, i understand the kind of person you are, I'm happy that i'm not talking to you now, cause if i were, i wouldn't be happy. Seriously, just go fuck yourself, i know prolly right now you'd be adding fuel to fire to what's happening, but i really dont care, cause i ain't living for you, You people are the kind you share your gfs, or exgfs. Thats hillarious, you fight over girls, you ditch your friends over girls, you be happy wherever you are luh. Cause i'm happier without you in my life. Go find your identity bitch, i meant butch. My bad,
and to sonia love, i thank you for being there for me okay? thanks for listening to my rants and nonsense. like you said, i'm just gonna ignore all these fools, lead life the way it is, be happy, (: i cant wait to see you on saturday. imy,
Decisions.
Runaway bride.
I'm Simple, yet complicated.
I'm 18,
I like waffles!
