Now you crashed my heart, by turning around and calling me your friend.
Thursday, December 18, 2008
11:59 AM
Okay hi. i changed my blogs kin again (: thanks to pravee.
Well, this relationship is over, i really dunno what to say either. haven't told anyone anything. i really feel so dumb, i'm just waiting for the day that i'll really break down and cry okay. he was the world to me, &in that term, my whole world came crashing down, its difficult to be happy. But i'm just being so, not to hurt anyone around me, or even myself. so many things i've done with you, so many places i've been with you, i'm sure these memories are gonna torment me, but hell, i'm just glad at the very least i have your memories with me, i dunno how you feel about it, you haven't told me, you seem relaxed, i dunno, maybe its judgment on my side, i'm sorry if i hurt you in anyways, but i guess this decision is the best for now, to what i see and hear from you all the time, you deserve a better girl, someone who would give you all her time, well i didn't i suppose, and i'm sorry if i haven't spent enough on you, and i'm sorry for always going out with my family, ditching you, i didn't meant for it to turn out this way, but one things for sure, you were the best i ever had, i'll be proud to say that you were the only one i truly loved, &when i die, i'll be glad to know that i had you in my life, you brightened up my life, you gave me everything, happiness, sorrow,gifts, you fed me, you kept me going, you kept me alive, &i swear now, i'm dying internally, slowly. i still hope to talk to you, i know you, you will ! or maybe even see you once in a while. i feel so alone, anyway thanks for everything baby. i really loved you ):
Okay now back to reality, today i'm gonna meet my mum. today's the day i'm gonna get my nitendo ds. WHEEEEEE! super happy, LOL! grandma's gone home, pravee's going home as well, ): anyways, i'm hungry, i hope everything is fine luh, okay i'm sidetracking, but i got nothing else to say, so thats it.
I'm depressed.
Thursday, December 18, 2008
11:59 AM
Okay hi. i changed my blogs kin again (: thanks to pravee.
Well, this relationship is over, i really dunno what to say either. haven't told anyone anything. i really feel so dumb, i'm just waiting for the day that i'll really break down and cry okay. he was the world to me, &in that term, my whole world came crashing down, its difficult to be happy. But i'm just being so, not to hurt anyone around me, or even myself. so many things i've done with you, so many places i've been with you, i'm sure these memories are gonna torment me, but hell, i'm just glad at the very least i have your memories with me, i dunno how you feel about it, you haven't told me, you seem relaxed, i dunno, maybe its judgment on my side, i'm sorry if i hurt you in anyways, but i guess this decision is the best for now, to what i see and hear from you all the time, you deserve a better girl, someone who would give you all her time, well i didn't i suppose, and i'm sorry if i haven't spent enough on you, and i'm sorry for always going out with my family, ditching you, i didn't meant for it to turn out this way, but one things for sure, you were the best i ever had, i'll be proud to say that you were the only one i truly loved, &when i die, i'll be glad to know that i had you in my life, you brightened up my life, you gave me everything, happiness, sorrow,gifts, you fed me, you kept me going, you kept me alive, &i swear now, i'm dying internally, slowly. i still hope to talk to you, i know you, you will ! or maybe even see you once in a while. i feel so alone, anyway thanks for everything baby. i really loved you ):
Okay now back to reality, today i'm gonna meet my mum. today's the day i'm gonna get my nitendo ds. WHEEEEEE! super happy, LOL! grandma's gone home, pravee's going home as well, ): anyways, i'm hungry, i hope everything is fine luh, okay i'm sidetracking, but i got nothing else to say, so thats it.
I'm depressed.
Runaway bride.
I'm Simple, yet complicated.
I'm 18,
I like waffles!