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Now you crashed my heart, by turning around and calling me your friend.
Monday, December 22, 2008
6:26 PM
I'm back, i swear i'm even worse than before. its all over, its actually all over? i'm super dumbfounded. i just couldn't say anything when he asked me to be his again ): i couldn't bring myself to. i'm a bad person, i really am. I deserve all of this shit, i really do. i hurt him, i hurt him alot. and what am i to do now? nothing. he's not talking to me anymore, he's never going to meet me ever again. I feel damn @#@#!#$$!vnkjsggdg. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. i just feel like tying myself to a rope and die. Parting was the worst. he told me 'thanks for everything' , 'you've gotten what you want' . aint i a shit? yes. i chose my friends & family over him, i know i did the right thing, but i had to loose him ): i really feel hopeless right now, but what am i to doooooooooooooooooo? nobody can help me right now, i swear. its super heart breaking, the way he took everything broke my heart, he didn't even show a slight feeling of anger, sadness, nothing. he just walked out of my life, and its all my fault, i shouldn't have took that message seriously. i shouldn't have. Now everything's gone. i so hate this right now, somebody just stab me in the heart, please?
my heart's broken, and so is yours, its all my fault.
Monday, December 22, 2008
6:26 PM
I'm back, i swear i'm even worse than before. its all over, its actually all over? i'm super dumbfounded. i just couldn't say anything when he asked me to be his again ): i couldn't bring myself to. i'm a bad person, i really am. I deserve all of this shit, i really do. i hurt him, i hurt him alot. and what am i to do now? nothing. he's not talking to me anymore, he's never going to meet me ever again. I feel damn @#@#!#$$!vnkjsggdg. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. i just feel like tying myself to a rope and die. Parting was the worst. he told me 'thanks for everything' , 'you've gotten what you want' . aint i a shit? yes. i chose my friends & family over him, i know i did the right thing, but i had to loose him ): i really feel hopeless right now, but what am i to doooooooooooooooooo? nobody can help me right now, i swear. its super heart breaking, the way he took everything broke my heart, he didn't even show a slight feeling of anger, sadness, nothing. he just walked out of my life, and its all my fault, i shouldn't have took that message seriously. i shouldn't have. Now everything's gone. i so hate this right now, somebody just stab me in the heart, please?
my heart's broken, and so is yours, its all my fault.
Runaway bride.
I'm Simple, yet complicated.
I'm 18,
I like waffles!
